And I'm here, too, Searcher - and Dotsie - and all of you who have experienced losses. I just have to believe that the ones we've lost are still here with us in their own way - after all, this life on earth can't be all there is...and aren't we the lucky ones to have had those people to love and to love us? Maybe it's better for us to be here, feeling the pain of loss, than for them to be here without us feeling the same pain. They have been spared that part of it.