Searcher, I just read your stories about your Nichole, my heart is breaking for you...I can't even begin to understand where your strength comes from...here I sit feeling sorry for myself because my daughter is living on the opposite coast from me...and you...well...you are an inspiration!! I'm glad that Nichole made a lasting impression on so many others...that in itself probably comforts you...I'd love to hear more about her..and the way she lived her life. xo