I'm numb. something just happened that has completely rocked my world and pulled the rug out from under my feet. (it's not health-related...those results come in next week). This is something I'm (again) not at liberty to explain.

Please, I don't know what to do or who to talk to. This is so devastating, I can't even begin to express how much this is going to rip my world into pieces. please pray. i don't know where else to go right now.

Eagle, of course!

Praying now and will continue to as long as it is necessary Eagle. I was going to call you today but don't have your phone number. If you PM me the number I will call you tomorrow, it's free calling for me anywhere in the world so never worry about the cost. Hang in there and stay strong.

Seems so sad that there is no one to share with.
confidential sharing is often helpful due I believe to giving voice to our fears..
be asssured that I send concerned love and know also I am just at the end of a PM here.

Eagle, praying for courage, guidance, wisdom, and peace of mind. Praise God for internet friends who need no explanation.

You are loved no matter what rocks your world!

How are you today?

I'm surprised I'm still in one piece. My heart feels like it's shattering into a million little pieces. I still don't know what to do with what's been thrown at me, but at least your prayers have calmed my spirit and helped me to just breathe through this, one step at a time. And it's the weekend, so nothing can be done until Monday anyway. SO I just keep trying to stay calm, and do the normal daily things that have to be done, try to keep my mind away from that wasteland of what has to be dealt with and gone through. Your prayers have helped. There's so much to this, such sad and life-changing ripple effects. There are some moments when I'm not sure I'm up to it, but like I said, I just keep breathing through one hour at a time.

Hi Eagle,

Adding my prayers to everyone else's and I agree, please just keep breathing, that's the spirit!

Anne

honestly, I don't know what i would do without BWS. I just want to scream, run away, anything so as not to deal with this. You all are rippling light into my wasteland, and your prayers are helping me to lift my head and continue breathing through. Thank you.

Eagle Heart, I'm sorry for your grief and I understand your wanting to run away. Just want you to know that I'm thinking of you.