I'm numb. something just happened that has completely rocked my world and pulled the rug out from under my feet. (it's not health-related...those results come in next week). This is something I'm (again) not at liberty to explain.

Please, I don't know what to do or who to talk to. This is so devastating, I can't even begin to express how much this is going to rip my world into pieces. please pray. i don't know where else to go right now.
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When you don't like a thing, change it.
If you can't change it, change the way you think about it.

(Maya Angelou)