copygal, I read your last entry on your blog. Prill Boyle wrote a great book about women who found their passions later in life. It is one of the books you get to choose from when you join the NABBW. The title is Defying Gravity. It is very inspirational. She shares the women's stories.

Its my "weekend" and while I am moving slowly, I do feel ok today emotionally though I am a bit antsy. I am in process of searching for an AWD or 4WD vehicle to get thru winter and beyond. I secured a Home Equity LIne of Credit to cover shortfall on mortgage and bills since I no longer have Dave's income. Thank you all for your kind words of support. I have a lovely journal that beckons but not sure when I will begin. At the beginning of my lonesome journey I suppose-or perhaps those precious days just before Dave passed. I find it difficult to focus on the good memories, they still seem too painful to conjure. Sometimes I can and I am blessed to have had a mere snipet of a dream in which I saw Dave looking fit and well. Perhaps he came to let me know he loves me and he's ok and I must keep on...

Congratualtions Alannna. I just know that this will be a great job for you.

Cynthy, welcome. I know that you will find lots of support here.