I know how you are feeling. I have been married for over 30 years and now feel so alone. My kids are grown and hubby has no clue about me or what I am about. He is satisfied to just get old and do what he has been doing. He didn't grow in this relationship at all. Women are so much smarter than men. Who needs that. Keep trucking and growing and don't give up there is so much out there for women like us.