I work because the children I care for hug me. Their parents share their heartaches -- and triumps - with me.

This show of affection soothes me.

My supervisor is horrible. Mean.

But, she isn't around me much, because I'm "on site," and she's usually in the field or in her office.

I choose to focus on those children and the affection I receive from them and their parents.

I hope that you'll read what I've written, so that you won't feel alone with your pain.

You will be okay. Really. As will I and so many others who feel emotionally abandoned.

My love to you, dear.

Emily in Maryland