Pride is a big issue with me and always has been. I just can't admit to anyone I know what kind of shape I'm in financially. I'm looking for a housemate right now. I'm getting the room ready. I'm really praying for the right person.

THAT will help a LOT. Someone to help with expenses. Oh, my husband offered to move in my home and his great offer was that he would pay half of the house payment and utilities and cable and then he would keep his bank account and I could keep mine. Oh, such a deal!! He said it was because he didn't want one dime to go to my daughter or my &^%$ grandkids.

I'm only telling you this because I am filing for a divorce Wednesday. I want to start a new life and that worry free and stress free. I've been happy and content living alone. Aaliyah and I even painted the porch together...she got more paint on herself and the screen than on the wood, but it looks so much better!