Micki, I am glad you are able to share your feelings with us. Thank you! I am also glad the anniversary is behind you again and you had a full day with loved ones.

I think sharing his ashes with friends and spreading them all over his favorite spots in creation is a great idea. I also think you should save some for yourself...just something physical to know he is still with you.

May God continue to give you strength to carry on with fond memories and stay the strong person you say you THINK you are. Just because you are missing the heck out of him doesn't mean you aren't strong. It simply means you are a compassionate, loving, human being who misses someone you cherished beyond words...and it hurts.

My thoughts and prayers are with you.