Today was tough...I was cleaning out my filing cabinet for the first time since Gary died last March. Just never had the energy to do it. Everything was piled up around the cabinet, so I just started sorting and filing and tossing and shredding...felt good...until I came across a beautiful letter that Gary had written to me midway through his illness, thanking me for all that I was doing to help him. He was so full of hope, so sure he was going to recover and expressed such a strong desire to survive...it really hit hard...
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When you don't like a thing, change it.
If you can't change it, change the way you think about it.

(Maya Angelou)