Lionspaaw, whos to say when we should miss someone more, in the beginning , middle or end of their absence from our lives? As his mom who's heart and mind remembers all the things he was to you in his infancy and early years and later years, their are no memories that are absent. Missing is the only way of loving when someone is gone from the present. So miss him as you will, whenever you will as I'm sure he misses you wherever he is....God Bless you.