Vicky,
I want you to know you're in my prayers and that I've known many women who have gone through breakdowns. I'm glad you have good doctors that you trust. I keep thinking how sensitive women are
and how that must contribute to our nerves tensing up. Our bodies go through so many changes, as our lives change direction
multiple times. I've been through what you're going through and
I know of at least a half dozen other females, from this area,
who've been there, as well. Hang in. Hang on. And as jj has said,
This Too Shall Pass! That and scripture and positive thinking
got me through those rocky patches. Prayers and blessings!