Cousin never told me she was terminal. We talked by phone every few days. We reminiscenced and laughed 'bout old times. I didn't know the last year of her life, was the last year of her life. It was probably better that way. She knew I was going through heavy-duty stuff with another mutual friend and didn't want to add more heaviness to my spirit. Had I known, I don't think I would've known what to say. I've two other friends currently terminal; not only don't I know what to say, sometimes I don't know what to think or how to act. There is so much sadness in this ole world; my thoughts are looking forward to Heaven and Eternal peace!


Edited by jabber (01/23/10 02:47 PM)