Eagle, I know what you mean when you say "it will be so determined to be born that it will practically write itself"! That's how I write stuff, too. And that's how my thesis and other research papers got written when I was in college. It's amazing how stuff can percolate in the brain and then come pouring out, but it feels so good when it happens!
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