Thanks Anne,
Lots of good ideas here. Because sales are so slow I'm feeling insecure in many ways.
I have done some major soul searching over the past few days and am wondering if I have just lost it for this job. Have I given it 100%. In all honesty I have not, but, calling people and getting nothing but No's, or no budget is frustrating.

I have been complaining about my job for three years. Had a light bulb moment today when I realized the major reason for my unhappiness, I have worked on my own at home for the past 3 years. I am alone, all day. There is only me to motivate myself and in this economy I am not doing a good job of it. My company is not great to it's employee's but, I work on commission, so it is me that motivates myself to make money, them aside.

I have never been 100% happy at this job but it was much more satisfying when there were others around, when I worked outside in an office. My kids are almost grown, don't need me accept for drives, money, etc. I feel all used up.

I have started to apply for jobs where I can be around people. I am by myself all day, weekends my kids are out and I am home alone. I need to reinvent myself.

I think I finally see that it is not my job that is making me unhappy, although it is affected. It is my lifestyle, and I need to change it quickly before I shrivel up.

Thank you again,
Kate