OOPs! sent it before finished looks like, wondered where that message went.

My insecurity got the best of me. The meeting was a brainstorming session to see what we can come up with to save the publication. I was assured that I was not the only sales person in crisis mode.

I have to call on all the advertisers that cancelled to see why they did. Was it too expensive, is it the editorial direction?
We have changed the magazine over the years.

When I have the answers to these questions I can then move forward and try to save it. If the rates are too high, I have permission to charge less. We can always increase rates when things get better, or this may be the new reality.

Anyway, I feel much better now. I tend to look on the down side when feeling insecure. It did not help that it's also that time of the month. My anxiety goes up. When will I finish with this. I am 54 next month and continue to get the curse. It seems to get worse every month.

I did talk to my boss about my not liking working from home. He told me to get up earlier and end my day earlier and then go do something fun. Good advice :-)

Kate