Agate/Mary,
Loved your post. Some Christians drive me nuts too especially when they are trying to get me to go to their church. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Roll Eyes]" src="images/icons/rolleyes.gif" /> I always wonder why they aren't working with non Christians.
Anyway I will be praying for you. It sounds like you've really opened your heart to God.
Do hope you find a church that you feel comfortable with and welcome.
I love Christians with a sense of humor and I wrote down the studies and books you are reading.
Thanks,
Maggie