Suzieq, I am so sorry for all the pain you've endured in your life. I am glad you are doing so much better and I know you're going to be just fine.
I am curious about something you wrote. You said you opted to abort (no judgment here, I did the same at age 19) and the doctor said "look what you killed". Were you saying that the doctor who performed the abortion said this to you?

[ January 23, 2006, 05:22 PM: Message edited by: Bluebird ]