Dotsie knows all about the troubles I've been having but I've held off posting as I keep thinking things are going to turn around any moment and discussing marital problems feels like a betrayal to my husband. But I need some prayers and support as my husband asked for a divorce a couple weeks ago.

I'm still hopeful that he'll give it more time and that we can work things out. I love my husband so much and can't imagine how I can deal with the pain if he leaves me. I'm feeling pretty bad about myself because this divorce would be pretty much all my fault and would be my 3rd divorce. No husband. No friends. Loveability is definately in question and it's hard right now to have faith that God loves me and has a plan for me and that everything will be okay.

Please pray that I experience a new strength and power to press on and endure, even when it's painful.