Mary, I know you're a believer and because of that there is ALWAYS HOPE. I agree with the queen . If you can't find scripture that makes sense to you at this time, do searches on Google for specific topics like, Bible verses or prayers for: strength, courage, love, patience, confidence. The Lord will speak to your heart.

I'm grateful you have your sister, your Lord, your friends in here, and your horses. I'm praying you ride today. [Wink]