Well I'm back and I had a great time at my husband's brother's. My husband was waiting for me at the airport and I got a good, long kiss and hugs. I also got a lot of hugs from family members and "glad you're here" and "we're behind you all the way, anything you need..." I let go of my self conscious, uptight self and just had fun with everyone (there were about 18 family members there).

My husband and I have a lot of talking and work to do and I'm almost afraid to feel too happy, but things are looking so much better than they were a couple days ago because he's willing to do the work too. [Big Grin]