Nikita,
A husband and wife stand before God and are declared One so a wife cannot be nosey. He is a part of the one. Anything he does is a part of you.

Internet or phone sex, is intimate. And it is not only a sexual bond that is broken, but what may be worse, the bond of intimacy is broken.

It sounds as if he also broke your trust. You can forgive him because forgiveness is given, but he will have to earn your trust if he is to ever regain it.

Once broken, trust is forever fragile with cracks that can become caverns and trust is yours to give or not. Only God can completely mend a broken trust. Unless your heart is healed, you may forever be checking on his emails and his communications.

The choice is yours. Prayer is your companion now. We can only pray with and for you. Hang in there to allow God time to work.
smile

[ May 18, 2005, 12:19 PM: Message edited by: smilinize ]