Thank you ladies!

Just finally releasing this all has helped me so much. The couseling was such a good idea. Presently, I'm working on "assessing my marriage."
It's going pretty well. I feel better about myself and feel stronger. I am going to work at making this a better marriage. I think communication is really important, it took me over a year to come out and talk about this. I now know what kind of marriage I want and I have expectations...let's just see what he thinks!