China,
Mine plays bingo too. (any excuse to drink and socalize)
It tears me apart to look at my husband because I don't take marriage lightly and I do love him.. Sometimes I hate him (almost) too. I've never been a more volatile relationship.
This morning I felt like a loser because I asked him if he loved me and looked at him with what must have been a baleful look...
He said, "yes, I do, but it is you who is basically turning me away because you have chosen your daughter and grandaughter over our relationship.
He is moving into an apartment complex where his rent and utilities will be provided as manager and for 3 months my daughter, gd and I can live in the house as renters.
He hates it when I "try to make him feel guilty" so he turns it around and tries to blame me for everything.
He has his eye on a flirtatious blonde who is about 23. I saw him talking to her last night..
I hate it when I seem so vulnerable and needy sometimes.