You are on the road to recovery Bliss.....
He has hurt me for the last time' 'i dont where we will go, how i will manage to support the two of us, but i will figure it out"

Knowing what we will not accept or tolerate may seem a natural thing to some people, but if we've been in an abusive situation for a long time, it becomes a major step. Good on you!

Your needing friends is a wonderful thing Bliss,
you have kindness and love to share, just as others have love and kindness they too want to share. You will make it.