#5.....
I've not been on the forum for a while, but have been following everything going on in it.
I truly feel for you for what you are now going thru, because I am separating from my husband of 41 years.
Even tho' there isn't any love felt for each other, and my husband wasn't really ever around most of the time(working and having his own place three hours from here)I still get a funny feeling in my gut that tells me I'm going to be alone now, and it sounds so weird to say it to myself, but it still makes me feel weird.
You're doing so well with what I've read.
Just keep up the fight girl, and you will be just fine down the road.
I wish you the best.
Lynne