Thank you ladies. Now if I can just find a place to live. I need a housemate with a job...

I feel like a loser because I call him and ask if its OK to come over sometimes. I really hate myself when I do that. I'm getting over it though. I'm trying to make some nice friends.

Casey, what is body work? I'm going to the gym everyday and not eating much. Is that what you mean? And I've been scoping out the men around my age and ........folks, it doesn't look too good for the future and the possibility of anyone else. I'm way too picky in what I'm attracted to and that's what got me in this mess in the first place. So many things have to be there physically. I'm going to take your advice ladies and write my life story.